A Girl's Thoughts (Shigeru Nagata) / I am done crashing out. I am locking in. I am writing and journaling. I started the sketchbook I haven't used, though I bought it 3 months ago. I am not thinking too much on anything. In order to not tweak out, I've been reminding myself that I am here for my art and school, whilst everything else is secondary and leisure. For some reason, it makes everything lighter.
Let Down (Radiohead) / No amount of tarot cards, or palm readers, or cheap fortune tellers, or psychedelic dreams can tell something I already know well myself. This song makes me so sad but I am at ease right now, so listening to it is kind of contradicting to this entry.
Way 2 Sexy (Drake, Future, Young Thug) / I am too sexy. The nap I took on the bus should've sent me into a comatose like state from sheer exhaustion but then I took pictures and posted them on IG and I am revitalized. november 23, 2024
as of late: photobooths / tarot / playboy lighters / virgin suicides t-shirt / Headlock by Imogen Heap /
november 4, 2024
as of late: salt and stone black rose and oud / cafe hopping / apples / skins (2007) / Sun Bleached Flies by Ethel Cain / silver rings /
we are entering the tail end of autumn. more leaves are dead than alive and the air is starting to smell like the dead leaf must.
october 2024
as of late: The Birth of Venus by Sandro Botticelli / angel wings / red wine / hot pot in the dorm / Kiki's Delivery Service /
moving has made me feel like Kiki when she moves and she experiences the burnout that's detrimental to her magic and flying.
